I don’t tell you the truth because I know you don’t feel the same way. ‘Cuz everytime we talk you mention him. It kills me so much though, because he takes everything for granted. I’m not pretty like he is, or charming or even social. I have trouble being loud and assertive because that’s just not…
The weird thing is that I feel so hypocritical in this entire rant because there is someone who likes me… and it’s not that I don’t want to be with her, it’s just I can’t get you out of my head. And the last thing I wanna do is jump halfheartedly into something I’m not sure about.
But completely honestly, I don’t even think she’s very interested in me at all. In fact I can’t help but think that I’m more of just a “backup plan” in her life. I just hate the way everything is right now.
I hate it because there’s nothing I can do about it. I feel totally and utterly useless. And beyond anything else, I feel so lonely. I kinda want to go somewhere where food and shelter aren’t a luxury. Where I have to worry about basic needs so I don’t have time to worry about such extraneous things like love…
Nothing’s been right ever since that day. I just want something to fit. I just want to be happy again.
(Source: whatistimtang)
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The weird thing is that...hypocritical in this entire rant
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