December 2010
1 post
Please, oh please
JUST. FUCKING. DIE.
November 2010
8 posts
Dear Tim...
STOP BEING SO FUCKING WEAK
KTHXBAI
Hypocrisy →
transcendstratus:
I don’t tell you the truth because I know you don’t feel the same way. ‘Cuz everytime we talk you mention him. It kills me so much though, because he takes everything for granted. I’m not pretty like he is, or charming or even social. I have trouble being loud and assertive because that’s just not…
The weird thing is that I feel so hypocritical in this entire rant...
Continuation
transcendstratus:
I just got back from watching 127 hours— I guess all in all today turned out pretty well. Also I realized how much I love saying “Contemplating suicide” followed by a laugh in response to “What’s up?”
Simply because people laugh with me. To be totally honest, there are some people that I’m close to that I wish never became a part of my life. I hate talking to them, I...
And so, fear
I hide in this corner because it’s warm to me
The decaying walls are familiar to me
They give me comfort to sleep in this skin I’m so uncomfortable in…
Why bother?
When the result is so clear, why tempt fate?
The human element is something I can’t describe
Something that can’t be materialized or mathematically modeled
Because our irrationality, the fact that we fight reason
Is reason in itself why we’ve made it so far
And so I leave this chapter with a note for the future:
“Jump. How else will you know?”
"In your dreams"
Even in my dreams she chooses another guy.
Dear God...
Some day I don’t want to feel this pain anymore. I don’t want to be afraid of people knowing who I am. I don’t want to be hurt or hope that I’ll be okay. I don’t want to “know” that I’ll be okay… I want to BE okay.
For once, let me remember what it is to be happy. That’s my only wish as I enter this shallow grave you’ve dug for me.
